When will the leaves stop falling?i was just trying to remember what happened on Saturday, about
why it left such a deep impression on me.
It took me one night, to actually know why that day bothered me so much.
well, i realised no matter how incorrigible people're(is it too strong a word?)
no matter how people have treated you in the past,
it just show they need God's love
Instead, i chose to heed my natural instincts and sort of like, go away from them?
I think i know i'm wrong sigh. So i'll promise myself not to hide away when sharing about God even to people that i know that have ******* me before haha.'
I think i know i'm wrong sigh. So i'll promise myself not to hide away when sharing about God even to people that i know that have ******* me before haha.'
I might want to add that i remembered Sister Elaine was some kind if hero?( or heroine :D) haha how she like stood up for me,
hm and i want to thank jerome, colton and pearl also i guess. For telling me alot of stuff(:
It just goes to show i've alot to learnt!sigh
Still, we might've scored a victory through God's miracle!(:
haha
although i'm still really really scared in carrying out this task, or i'm scared in failing,
it all comes down to spiritual warfare ain't it.
So i look forward to this Saturday!
Oh yes, it was Abraham's And Constance's birthday on 7th november, happy birthday!
Yesterday, Constance left for Ireland, emigrating there, sorry i couldnt make it for the farewell at the airport! well in any case, remember us haha(: i guess it would really be quite weird without having you around, one person less makes loads of difference i think.
Let's just add that now, i'm lost
I don't know whether to go to the extreme and stop everything, all contact, or sit down and talk everything out,say both plans can backfire right?
And when it backfires, The friendship will be gone, be it, rotting away slowly or just gone in that instant.
sigh, i guess right now, i'm going to pray, pray, pray haha
For wisdom and hope everything really goes out right(:
I don't know how it'll be like next time, will it be really awkward?
i guess i might have already felt how you've felt, or at least felt abit of it,im really sorry i didnt put myself in your shoes y'know.
But i really really did not expect this to happen.
Nevermind just lift it up to God
S.O.S!!! haha
in my trials i'll praise you
heh, the weather looks good today, i shall just vent it all by running around bukit batok again, run run runnnn
